so…lately…i have been pushed. i have been still. so, when driving home from quite an adventure tonight, i was trying to open my heart to Him. all of a sudden, an owl flew above the top of my car and flew around the streetlamp a few times. this made me think. i’m on a “freeway”…my way. this owl gets my attention and circles around light. hmm…kinda suspicious, i’d say. i believe its God telling me to take my hands off the wheel and let Him steer. lately i have been stubborn and in the drivers seat. its time i sit in the passangers’. so…that was a good messege. i got home and was asking for a relationship…and when i would be ready. the lights next door went on…a man walked down the street and i saw a flash from within the house behind me. hmm…im ready. even if im not…its time. theres no holding back anymore.
i need to look in the right places, instead of the wrong.
i need to open my heart to my creator.
i need to take the spotlight off me and onto him.
he needs to be my source.
for the longest time i thought God and i had a relationship…but it was more of a spiritual high…and spiritual jolts that happen every once in a blue moon.
i need to get off my ass and go.
