ive been crying because i might have to leave those i love behind…i dont know for sure yet…but ive been growing in different ways and finally finding hope. God is amazing…yet i am afraid. i have come to a fork in the road…or…coming to one. eventually, im going to have to take one way and leave the other behind. i know for sure that the one i’ll choose leads to my eternity. im losing hope in the other. i have this horrible feeling…once i breakaway…friendships will be lost. i dont want this to happen…at all. i dont want to be a burden on anyone…and im sorry if i ever have been.

PLEASE pray for me. this is a very hard time for me.

also…if anyone wants to talk…id love it. i need someone to talk to…just afraid to approach anyone anymore.

thank you guys. i love you all

xoxo

-randyl-

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