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Teddy Geiger

For You I Will (Confidence)

Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can’t have
Like you and the way that you’re twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I’m not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I’ve crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can’t have
But I’ve got to try
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room
I would

That’s what I’d do,
That’s what I’d do
That’s what I’d do
To get through to you

I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can’t have
But I’ve got to try
I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will

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so…what exactly is confidence? how are you sure you have the right balance to where you dont feel ashamed of yourself, but arent overly confident where as you seem to carry yourself in pride?

your thoughts…

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“Unwritten”

I am unwritten, can’t read my mind, I’m undefined
I’m just beginning, the pen’s in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with eyes wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh, oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We’ve been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can’t live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with eyes wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, yeah, yeah

so…lately…i have been pushed. i have been still. so, when driving home from quite an adventure tonight, i was trying to open my heart to Him. all of a sudden, an owl flew above the top of my car and flew around the streetlamp a few times. this made me think. i’m on a “freeway”…my way. this owl gets my attention and circles around light. hmm…kinda suspicious, i’d say. i believe its God telling me to take my hands off the wheel and let Him steer. lately i have been stubborn and in the drivers seat. its time i sit in the passangers’. so…that was a good messege. i got home and was asking for a relationship…and when i would be ready. the lights next door went on…a man walked down the street and i saw a flash from within the house behind me. hmm…im ready. even if im not…its time. theres no holding back anymore.

i need to look in the right places, instead of the wrong.

i need to open my heart to my creator.

i need to take the spotlight off me and onto him.

he needs to be my source.

for the longest time i thought God and i had a relationship…but it was more of a spiritual high…and spiritual jolts that happen every once in a blue moon.

i need to get off my ass and go.

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So…I had a pretty good day today. I went to a block party in simi. I was invited by a friend at work. It was nice…even though it was hotter than heck. I could only stay for a couple of hours…but I enjoyed myself. It was nice seeing Andra and Larry. There was also a great band that played. I suggest you check them out. They’re called Whiskey Business. www.myspace.com/whiskeybusiness. So…I headed out of the party around six to make it to Ventura to see one of my friends, Jason Sharp, open for Anna Nalick. The concert was astonishing. Even though it was supposed to start at 7:30, it didn’t get started till about 8:15. Jason did amazing. Everyone was trying to sing along with Reflections, but he kept changing it up on us. haha. The whole crowd became very emotional when he played one of his most recent, Upside Down. It was great. Then a band called Joshua Radin came on. They were pretty good. Then…came Miss Anna Nalick herself. Let me tell you…she puts on quite a show. It was great. She played every song except the song I was most entrigued to hear…Catalyst. I was kinda bummed about that, but at the same time…I know that it didn’t happen for a reason. I have a feeling that that song would’ve triggered tears…and I don’t think that was the right environment for that. BUT…I did feel the nearness of God throughout the entire day…and just having him near…was good.

So that was my day, in a nutshell. : )

o…btw…JASON…u told me to blog…i tell u to comment…heheh